Growing up, life wasn’t easy for Ngachul. She was raised in Kakuma refugee camp by her mother, who did everything on her own to keep the family going. They didn’t have much, they relied on UN aid for basic things, and even schools came through organizations that stepped in because the camp itself couldn’t provide it. Classes were packed, books were hard to come by, and there was no one really there to guide her through it or help pay for it. It was just her, trying to figure it out one day at a time.
After she finished form four, everything just stopped. She couldn’t afford to continue, and there was no clear way forward. That went on for two years. Two years of watching her education, the thing she cared about most, sat still while everyone else’s life moved on. She won’t pretend that wasn’t hard. There were times she wondered if she’d ever get back into a classroom.
But she never fully let go of what she wanted. She still hoped she’d get to college one day, still imagined having a real career, still thought about what it would mean for her family if she could actually finish school. She didn’t know how it would happen. She just knew she wasn’t ready to give up on it.
Then came the news about the PASS USA scholarship. It’s hard for her to fully explain what that felt like, happiness doesn’t even cover it. Relief, mostly. After two years of nothing moving, someone was finally opening a door for her. It felt unreal for a while.
Since then, things have actually changed for her. She’s back in school, working toward something again, and she feels more confident than she has in years. She’s learned things, not just from classes, but from meeting people from different backgrounds, having to think more critically, and communicate better. She notices it in small ways, like how she carries herself now compared to before.
Right now, Ngachul is a first-year student working on her Diploma in Law. It still feels a little surreal to her, considering where she was two years ago, not knowing if she’d ever finish school at all. She wants to complete it, build a real career, and get to a place where she can support her family the way they supported her when she had nothing. And if her story helps even one other young person going through what she went through, that would mean a lot to her.
She’s not done yet. But she’s already learned that things can change, even after years of waiting for them to.